DELETED. DELETED. DELETE ALL ABOUT HIM :')

Tuesday..

I walk on the 2nd floor corridor of my school. I carry my bag containing theday's lesson books. then I descended the stairs to get to the osis's room. when i got me in the osis's room, I immediately put my bag on the table. after that I came out. but when it came out, I heard from one of my friends named Bibah that Falah looking for me. I also gained immediately asked "where falah?" she replied "there falah above".because I'm lazy to up, so I just waited below while accompanying my friend named Ainy buy food. Ainy had already finished buying food, and we both went back to the osis's room for meetings. when we got there, it canceled tomorrow. I decided to go home, when the road going home, I met falah. I also gained immediately asked what she was looking for me. she replied 'it's *censorship* like the girl in junior highschool 19' there I was immediately shocked and could not say anything, I can only cry in my heart. and I just said to falah 'no problem. love does not necessarily have ' what a hypocrite me, to say it. falah was said to me 'be patient Tey. there are many boys out there. not only is he' I also told her 'yes, I know. Thanks falah' after that I went home with a very very sick heart. during the trip to go home, I was nervous. but i can't do anything about it. I just can be patient.
       Arriving at home, I immediately go into the my bed room, closed the door and locked it. then I cried with a very very sad. I cry under my pillow. then the feeling is destroyed, I tried to cheer myself. until finally I fell asleep on my bed. when I awoke it was night, and I had to learn and forget all about him : ')

JUST ME

Utada Hikaru-First Love

Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more


You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true, I believe i can never find

Somebody like you 

my first love


Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the your warm embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

yah yah yah


You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true, I believe I could never find

Somebody like you

My first love

oh oh


You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I could never find

Now and forever